Holding On - Groundbreaking

One year ringing

It’s still there

Trauma of twenty eighteen

It’s still up in the air

I’m still holding on

And I’m trying not to care

Everything that I’ve done wrong

Follows me everywhere

I’m still treading on

Just leave me all alone

With all the morbid thoughts

Because I will carry on

The weight of everything I’ve lost

They tell me

Try not to think about it

Try not to think about it

Try not to think about it

Try not to think about it

Cause there’s no way around it

There is no way around it

There is no way around it

And there’s no way

Three years ringing

I’m still here

Never thought I’d make it this far

Keep running from the fear

I’m still holding on

And I’m trying not to care

Everything that I’ve done wrong

I want to disappear

I’m still treading on

Just leave me all alone

With all the morbid thoughts

Because I will carry on

The weight of everything I’ve lost

The weight of everything I’ve lost

Try not to think about it

Try not to think about it

Try not to think about it

Try not to think about it

Cause there’s no way around it

There is no way around it

There is no way around it

And there’s no way

Try not to think about it

Try not to think about it

Try not to think about it

No don’t you think about it

Cause there’s no way around it

There is no way around it

There is no way around it

And there’s no way