Wasted - Hendersin

Ashamed of all the times that I froze

Didn’t know what to do

I wish that I was there for you

I need some proof (some proof)

I lie in bed while searching for truth (for truth)

Sick and tired’s just an excuse (excuse)

Sometime’s I’m like man what’s the use

Someone tell me what’s the use

I wish that I knew the truth

Can’t look in the mirror, I’m too scared to face it

Don’t know what I want, so how could I chase it?

Looking back on life, I wish I could erase it

Too much getting wasted

I don’t wanna waste it

No more

My love, it goes (it goes)

From the highest heights to deepest of lows (lows)

Why we love, no one really knows (knows)

I just hope my heart doesn’t close

Every time I open up

I just end up closing up

It’s like I’m stuck in a nightmare where I can’t run far

Driven by fear, I’ma give that shit one-star (one-star)

And the problem’s with me 'cause I was too blind to see really who my day ones

are (ones are)

Yeah, and I was jaded like Will’s wife

Don’t want fake friends when you tryna live real life

Don’t wanna wake up not sober

One day, just to realize all I ever did in life was get older

Can’t look in the mirror, I’m too scared to face it (Yeah)

Don’t know what I want, so how could I chase it?

Looking back on life, I wish I could erase it

Too much getting wasted

I don’t wanna waste it

No more

Sometime’s being imaginative costs

The question is how many of us are

Willing to bear the costs of being different

Of being imaginative

Asking tougher questions