Guilty Gone - Household

I go outside

The wind still hits my face tonight

I go to bed, close my eyes

The question of true love in mind

These sleep filled nights, accompanied by you most times

I wake, effected by the things once said and the things I feel

And the music’s not enough and you’re still not here

I always find time to question even though time’s been tested

And the place I wanted most was not the place that I chose

Learning to let go of things once held

And the Loneliness I feel

I’ve given to myself

And I haven’t wanted to be anyone anywhere else

But I’m finally learning to love not just you and not just myself

I never wanted you to feel that I gave up on you

But it seems to be something I chose

How did I get here?

And where are you?

You’re still the most beauty that I’ve seen

And maybe it wasn’t just for me

It’s been years now and I’m still learning to be okay

I loved you, the only one I ever really wanted to

I’ll learn to be a man without you

I’m done here, releasing words I’ve kept

With all the time I’ve used, I sing what I have left

There is an understanding, deeper and greater than we know

It mends the broken hearted and picks up what man cannot

Oh, it comes in a whisper for the simple to collect

Telling the few who will listen, that our questions do not come back void

Because I am nothing

I am bottomless, losing twice of what I manage to gather

Yet He will show me another way

I ask questions found deep within this warm aching body

I am made new, a fresh beginning

And only through that Man’s beautiful love can I begin to sing about such things