Paradox - Hypocrisy

Walkin' into the fire

I’m trying to find my soul there

Can I ever feel the warmth?

I am in need

I hope they find me soon

The voices I hear

are trying to control me Need to clear my mind

or never survive

Suicide

the only solution

Blood is too bold

for their retribution

I have lost all my beliefs

But now I chase the truth

and it hurts

It is so ???

This is the only way

Slashing my arms

to let the blood free

Soon to get away from the pain

I have lost

all my beliefs

to a world of hypocrisy

Not afraid to die

Just an empty soul

in cosmos

Once I tried

to make a difference

But now I’m chasing the truth

Only the pain I have earned

and deceit runs through you

???

in their eyes

take pride in their development

Can’t walk away from here

The voices I hear