Vixen - In Loving Memory

Girl you know you got me tripping

And it makes me feel some type of way

I’ve been bending over backwards

Just to get more than your time of day

What can I say?

You love to push me away

Oh, Yeah, Yeah

But when I’m walking out your door

And tell you this will be our final kiss

You be swearing that you love me

Reciting things I’m gonna miss

I can’t resist

Reopening a case that I know should be dismissed

You know that if you want my love

All you gotta do is ask

But you would rather fill your cup

With the promises you’re taking back

Tried to play me for a fool but I guess I knew it from the start

All these nights I’m spending with you don’t mean shit when we’re apart

It hurts my heart

To realize you’ll only love me until it gets hard

And that’s why I’m not gonna stick around and wait until I

Watch the light leave your eyes and gleam for someone else

I know you well enough to know

I best not wake you when I go

When do I stop second-guessing?

When do I start self-respecting?

The truth still hurts

But the agony and pain you bring me is so much worse

You know that if you want my love

All you gotta do is ask

But you would rather fill your cup

With the promises you’re taking back

I notice you keep pulling back

So why should I reach out my hand for you?

To fend myself from your attack

I gotta let you go

You let me in, but only physically

Your heart still locked, it needs a key

I can’t believe that after everything

You walked away so easily

And took my world from me

When do I stop second guessing?

When do I start self-respecting?

The truth still hurts

But the agony and pain you bring me is so much worse

When do I stop second guessing?

When do I start self-respecting?

The truth is clear and your lies taste sweet

But still not enough to keep me here

You know that if you want my love

All you gotta do is ask

But you would rather fill your cup

With the promises you’re taking back

If all you wanted was to fuck

Why pretend that it was more than that?

Someday you’re gonna push your luck

And I’ll be the one who’s laughing last