Dead in the Inside - Jack Styles

Dead in the inside but alive in my coffin

I’m screaming, «Hallelujah, what the fuck could be happening?»

Momma said she can’t find me, I’ve been feeling the same too

I’ve been trying to reach out, I’ve been trying to feed too

Dead in the inside, now I’m stuck in a closet

Memoir of a murderer trying to preach like a prophet

But I had me a reason, I thought it was worth it

I thought she was perfect until I found myself broken

Dead in the inside but awake in my sleep

Awaken my inner demon, my ego’s a freak

Snakes in my grass, so I wear them like sleeves

They want me dead in the daylight, they don’t want me to breathe

Dead in the inside, I’ve been wanting to scream

I’ve been wanting to speak out, I’ve been wanting to breathe

Realise I’m the living proof, one day I’ll be free

I’m not looking for change, I’m just looking for me

Dead in the inside but alive and I’m walking

I got blood on my knees, I got blood on my shoulders

I got blood of my enemies, I get blood on me often

Standing tall in your warzone looking at me from the bottom

Dead in the inside but I sleep with a crown on, bitch

I’m the King, I can never lose my throne

If I’m dead and away, I know my music will still live

You can never be better, I know my music can still kill x2

Dead in the inside but I’m glad I could still breathe

Dead in the inside but I’m glad I could still see

Dead in the inside

(of the series, 'The Cocoon to my Butterfly')