Black and Blue - Jacob Whitesides

I am drowning in an ocean of regrets

Reaching out for you I take deep breaths

Breathing gets harder and the pain much stronger

Underwater in the ocean of regret

Calling, calling, calling out for help

I got lost in the bitterness

Now I’m searching for myself

Calling, calling, reaching out for you

But all I see is black and blue

The regretful sea is black and blue

Black and blue

Everything is worse than I imagine

A paranoid delusional distraction

I can feel the waters, they’re rising

What have I done?

Calling, calling, calling out for help

I got lost in the bitterness

Now I’m searching for myself

Calling, calling, reaching out for you

But all I see is black and blue

The regretful sea is black and blue

Black and blue

Regret is taking over

My thoughts becoming sober

My mind is boiling over at the thought of it

The weight is on my shoulders

The waves are getting closer

My hands are getting colder at the thought of it

Have you thought of it?

Yeah I’m calling, calling, calling out for help

I got lost in the bitterness

Now I’m searching for myself

Calling, calling, reaching out for you

But all I see is black and blue

The regretful sea is black and blue

Black and blue