Flash Flood - Kataplexis

Flash backs

Night terrors

Anxiety

Flash Flood

The scars have long since healed

I lie in waste still

The monster I’ve become to serve

Country

Their eyes still cut with piercing intensity

To take my own life is to wash

Hands clean

A true hero scarred for life

The bodies piled under my name

Under orders but a butcher just the same

No wounds on my body

Shattered wars long ago

Dead are so silent

They welcome me home

Freedom from the living

Greatest gift I’ve ever received

As the tensions mounting

And the trigger so close

I often question why I held on so fucking long