Edicius - King Iso

Sometimes you gotta talk for the ones who, who ain’t here

So I’ma talk for 'em

I never wanted to kill myself

Just end a part of me

And never got a chance to heal myself

So it’s a part of me

It’s me if you wonderin', who I’m at war with

Old version of me, sitting by dormant

It bleeds, all over me

There’s no tourniquet available

A bandage that will make it go

It’s seeping through my pores

Until I drown, it’s unescapable

It’s deep

Getting hard to breathe

Suffocated by anxiety

Who I do not try to be

Who the hell lied to me

'Cause I don’t think that I can be free

When the doctor said speak

I said

I never wanted to kill myself

Just end a part of me

And never got a chance to heal myself

So it’s a part of me

It’s me if you wonderin', who I’m at war with

Old version of me, sitting by dormant

It bleeds, all over me

The pressure builds, I can’t blame my peers

I look in the mirror just to face my fears

Most deaf needs support can they not hear

When your criteria is you can’t cry tears

That will I am that go shake my sphere

Face to face with the king, gave my lear

Bloodshed and Van Gogh I gave my ear

Now I mutant shapeshift to change my gears

It made me a monster that stays right here

A prison inside me I gave my years

The feeling is toxic how I waste my beer

My demons are locked in the safe not near

How can I drive straight and face thy rear

If you ever odd been they say I feared

Off in the dark where my day’s not clear

To face the music and play by ear

Listen every wish that they repeatedly feeding me

Got me needing my greenery and I drank my beer

These demons believing me and I think of deleting me

But is something that people cling to and save like here

Or for me to sin evil deed and I think that I need to be ridding me of an evil

me, I’ll erase my smear

All over the scene, I need my G.O.D.

to speak to me

And my years on with these homies 'cause I ain’t Nasir, yeah

A song for the misfits

Light a blunt, get a bong, take a quick hit

If you got ya alcohol, take a quick sip

We don’t wanna be gone from existence

Just erasing a part that is within

Kamikaze in part, maybe with it

I don’t know, just a thought that I sit with

Suicide?

Nah, call it Edicius

'Cause I never wanted to

Kill myself

Just end a part of me

And never got a chance to heal myself

So it’s a part of me

It’s me if you wonderin', who I’m at war with

Old version of me, sitting by dormant

It bleeds, all over me

There’s no tourniquet available

A bandage that will make it go

It’s seeping through my pores

Until I drown, it’s unescapable

It’s deep

Getting hard to breathe

Suffocated by anxiety

Who I do not try to be

Who the hell lied to me

'Cause I don’t think that I can be free

When the doctor said speak

I said, never wanted to