Watching Storms - Letters Sent

I see the

Leaves dancing

Trees bending

Horizon darkening

Should I be surrend’ring?

I have been so distracted

Blood pressure

Descending

Awareness starts to sting

My duty:

Defending

But I do not react… no!

I feel the flood

Surging ahead

Tension inside

Rising relentless

Ankles so damp

Calves getting drenched

Knees feel the wetness

Left alone, on my own — I run

My flight instinct is driving me ahead

My thighs are soaked in trouble, my hips feel the resistanc of

Water surrounding me, the stram drifting me around

My waist feeling cold, I hear the glowering sound!

The current tosses me ahead, just to cast me back

Sweep me off my feet, my sense of balance lacks

The gush of water hits my face while I’m falling

Cold-ness, air-less

I can not breath

My guts, crushed hard

My lungs start to burn

I — fade away — away

Awake!

Light beams are blinding

Dark blue blazing in grey, I have to find a way

Awake!

I’m so lost in finding

As the bright day still dark — but I feel the spark

I feel the spark

Gotta get up, gotta get up — surfacing

Hades won’t hold me back

The wet grave behind me so black

I see the saving light — surfacing!

The sky collapsed and the red rained down

I feel the air again!

Get on get on.

Don’t stop swimming

Reach for the sunbeam

Saving goal new beginning

I am alive!

Here comes the rain again

Game over, gotta gotta gotta gotta play again

I am alive!

And I drown in vain again

Over and over, won’t be no saint again

I’m alive

Could play this game over and over

--- and I’ll survive

I’m alive