Psalm 22 - Mannix

I’m not fine, I’m not fine

Tonight, I’m wasting my life

If you’re not by my side

So many things I wish I could take back

So many relationships that couldn’t last

The truth is you never really had my back

The truth is my heart has been under attack

Honestly I miss the times that we had

Been chasing the feeling that we used to have

Been reaching for closure but I’m falling fast

Just tell her I’m fine if she ever asks

You made me feel like the only guy in the world

It’s been a while since the last time we said a word

Calling your name but it feels like I’m never heard

Looking for healing in something that left me hurt uh

I don’t know what I’ve been looking for

I’m scared of you pushing me out the door

I’m scared that you won’t want me anymore

I’m scared that I’m by myself, help me Lord

If I’m reaching out with open hands

Hope you understand that I’m just a man

One of these days turn into some years

If I start to cry can’t help with all the tears

If I’m reaching out with open hands

Hope you understand that I’m just a man

Some of these days can’t forget my fears

If I start to cry I know you’ll wipe the tears

I feel like I’ve made too many songs about you

But it wasn’t right trying to live without you

You used to brighten my day when you walked in the room

But now at three in the morning I’m thinking bout you

What could’ve been, I guess we’ll never know

I remember the nights that we spend all alone

I been trying to forget, I’ve been trying to let go

But it’s hard because at one point you were my world

How you been doing, girl I’m a mess

Life fell apart, I admit, I confess

I missed you the most, when I had you less

Guess I’ll keep on hurting til ain’t nothing’s left yeah

If I’m reaching out with open hands

Hope you understand that I’m just a man

One of these days turn into some years

If I start to cry can’t help with all the tears

If I’m reaching out with open hands

Hope you understand that I’m just a man

Some of these days can’t forget my fears

If I start to cry I know you’ll wipe the tears

I’m trying to figure this out

I’m trying to stay on my route

I’m trying to keep my head up

I’m trying to not let it out

I’m trying but I don’t know how

An open mind looking for closure

A broken heart losing composure

Thought I’d feel better by time I got older

Thought I could get up but now I feel lower

I don’t even know where to go from here

I feel so alone, can you hold me near

I’m losing my mind, controlled by fear

I’m feeling so lost, God interfere

Show me You’re here

Show me You hear

Promise me that You’ll never disappear

You’re all that I have

You’re all that I need

I need to know that You won’t let go of me yeah

If I’m reaching out with open hands

Hope you understand that I’m just a man

One of these days turn into some years

If I start to cry can’t help with all the tears

If I’m reaching out with open hands

Hope you understand that I’m just a man

Some of these days can’t forget my fears

If I start to cry I know you’ll wipe the tears

If I’m reaching out with open hands

Hope you understand that I’m just a man

One of these days turn into some years

If I start to cry can’t help with all the tears

If I’m reaching out with open hands

Hope you understand that I’m just a man

Some of these days can’t forget my fears

If I start to cry I know you’ll wipe the tears