California - Marah

If you never grow up to say my name, that would be okay

Never give a thought to reminisce our days, that’s fine with me

As long as you know the things I used to do weren’t out of the goodness of my

heart because I did them just for you

I wonder what it looked like from your point of view

Was I insane?

If I made you run, I would not blame you, but you’d never tell me

You just disappeared, left me without a trace, just like you always do

Now, I don’t feel a thing that I used to

But I’m still praying for your family like they’re part of my own

Clapping for your littl brother running in the endzon

Did it take 3,000 miles away to realize your alone?

Do you miss me at all?

Are you doing alright in California?

I’ve been sitting here at home there’s nothing new

And not that you would tell me if I asked

Do you regret not letting me get close to you?

Nothing in this town is out of normal

I hope this place still feels like home to you

And not that you would ever even ask

But I think I’ve been doing alright too

Did I ever make you smile when I wasn’t around?

Was it all useless?

Were you actually locked down inside your house?

I barely believed it

Do you wonder now if you ran out the door, hit me up at witching hour

Knowing I’d be up for adventure

Are you doing alright in California?

I’ve been sitting here at home there’s nothing new

And not that you would tell me if I asked

Do you regret not letting me get close to you?