Swirling - Mixtapes

I think you thought that I was kidding when we talked all night

About music and the way our shadows hit the light

And my room is just a playground for lost cause, another conversation I’m not

good enough

So we talked all night until the sun came up, I think most of the bands you

like all suck

And I think that maybe you listen to way too much Brand New and Morrissey

I’ve spent my summers feeling younger 'cause we never grew up

It’s not perfect, I admit it, but it’s good enough

I deconstructed myself just to try to be a person somebody else wanted me to be

I was wrong

And every conversation that we ever had

About high school or how much I sometimes miss my dad

Or post high school in college when we all got lost

And spent some nights I’ve already forgot

Like when I thought that I was quitting, just giving up

I wrote some words down on a flier at a random truck stop

I talked more than I think I ever had

I was glad

I was glad

And all I know, and all I’ve been, it made me better but it took so long to get

here

And I still fall, and I still talk to you when I feel weak now and then

I still care, I just pretend I don’t

But some whole days, I think I really don’t

I don’t know myself at all sometimes

I’m a mess when you are not around

Problem is, I like to be alone

I’m confused, just like everyone else

Whoa

Whoa

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