Self-Destructive - MOTHICA

I don’t wanna wait

I don’t wanna wait

But I know that it’s too soon

I could run away

But I wanna stay

So I gotta play it cool

If only I had been the one to meet you first

But knowing I was second only makes me hurt

And every time you say her name it makes it worse

So maybe we should stop

We can’t help it if we want this

Are we selfish?

are we self-destructive?

I don’t wanna wait

I don’t wanna wait

But I know that it’s too soon

I could run away

But I wanna stay

So I gotta play it cool

If we never try

If we never try

Then i guess we’ll never know

Lying to ourselves

Promise not to tell

It’s out of our control

If only I had been the one to meet you first

But knowing I was second only makes me hurt

And every time you say her name it makes it worse

So maybe we should stop

We can’t help it if we want this

Are we selfish?

are we self-destructive?

I don’t wanna wait

I don’t wanna wait

But I know that it’s too soon

I could run away

But I wanna stay

So I gotta play it cool