Time Immemorial - My Fictions

Feels like I’ve only got myself

But I could go the rest of my life

Without resolving that

I’m stuck with what I think I know

The world just feels so fucking old

But lessons lost are only those

Feelings felt since

Something’s wrong, I feel cursed

Regret weighing on me worse than before

Same song with a new verse

Repeating patterns — diminishing returns

How much of me do I have left

What can I sacrifice and still be myself

What’s left to bury if I’m burned to the bone

So much is taken from me

I can’t scape the feeling

Time wighs me down

And I different

Calloused and cold

But what’s the difference

It’s like I never learned to cope

To fill a void or fix a hole

So now I sink

Without control

A feeling felt since

Time immemorial