Limitation - Negative Voice

I came into my own

Signs and premonitions

But there are

only question marks

Learn my lesson

And did my level best

But to bury the last chances

Was not my considered choice

I met with my deserts

Somehow

Issue of fact

I made a rod for my own back

Or is it a life mission?

Nightly reflections

And workaday pains

Sullen limitations

Just to bear a load

Inspired by the distress

How much time for us

A second or long decade

A foregone conclusion

Learn my lesson

And did my level best

But to bury the last chances

Was not my considered choice