Defeated - Neuroactive

In numb oppressive sleep these creatures roam the earth

To a mental isolation we are cursed at the birth

I looked inside myself to find out how I feel

There was nothing much to see, defeated hopes and dreams

Sometimes I sense a soft caressing touch trying to heal

But my soul’s not a soul at all anymore

Too lame to feel

We live inside the concrete walls and hide behind restrictions

Sometimes we see the distant sun and dream of affections

Don’t try to touch me

I’ve got no time to care

Don’t speak, don’t make an intrusion, I might get scared

Connections are forbidden, strangers are the freaks

So wear the shades and look deranged to avoid a human feel

Sometimes I sense a soft caressing touch trying to heal

But my heart’s not a heart anymore Too tame to beat

We live inside the concrete walls and hide behind restrictions

Sometimes we see the distant sun and dream of affections

We hide behind the cold stone walls sealing the life outside

Sometimes we see the sun

Sometimes we see the sun

We live inside the concrete walls

And hide behind restrictions

Sometimes we see the distant sun

But never really feel the warmth inside