Breaking Down - Nik $ix

City is breaking down on six-es back

City is breaking down on six-es back

City is breaking down on six-es back

City is breaking down on six-es back

See you breaking down as I’m nearly bout to drown

Lost in the sound with my brain keep falling on the ground

Motherfucka I been with this rap shit for a minute

Rappers try and try but they can’t reach my limit

He lives in my spirit everytime I start to rap

Every single song I snap they been making crap

Tryna increase their likeness address me as a highness

I’m breaking down as my eyes turn to fucking minus

Diamonds in the eyes cause this fucking blindness

Came from the shadow and going to the brightness

But I’m not dying I think I can’t fuckin' die

Take me on a cross and let me be fucking crucified

So I can finally understand a mans pain

And let my tears of blood get mixed with rain

If you hear my voice that’s beginning of my reign

Ohh hold me down

Don’t make a sound

When I see your face right now

Can’t help but break down

Yeah and they tell me T should move on

Negative energy to my life like ion

Heart full of darkness where the fuck to shed the light on

I just wanna die don’t wanna shoulder to cry on

Contemplating suicide every time that I write poems

Neglected, rejected affected and dissected

Happiness is hidden and my hatred is projected

It’s crazy love can heal and can also be a weapon

A suicidal pit you can take your last breath in

I shed tears knowing you ain’t here

You will move on forever that’s my only fucking fear

It’s a nightmare hoping that you might care

Death is something that me and my demons might share

This is prison, it is such a neurolysin

What the fuck is a religion?

Cut them off like an abscission

I am making a decision to be dead or keep on living

And I do it for my bro’s got em tatted on my arm

Family is the key and it’s ripping me apart

Tired of showing my emotions

Just to be out in the open

I be hearing motivation

What’s the point, 'cause I am hopeless?

Took depression like an exit

Went left 'cause it was closest

If I drowned in my sorrows

I’d be deeper than the ocean

I had spoken to the devil

He had told me bout my omen

Didn’t listen trusted love

And I’m reaping what I’m sewing

And I’m wearing what I’ve woven

But they will never know it till I go overboard

With no remorse for humanity

Self harm caused me to learn anatomy

Perceiving pain from the agony

Diving off heavens balcony

But you won’t trip cause life ain’t shit

It’s like a lotto you either hit or you miss