Cathedral of Sleep - Nuclear Death

When I awoke

a man wearing black is between my legs

tongueing my vagina

lapping me like a thirsty dog…

Through my revulsion

I feel some mild pleasure

then the man wearing black stands

pulling my hair from his teeth

but I noticed nothing dangled between his legs

He was a female down there-

and from his vagina came a toungue

followed by many fingers…

I awoke again

this time I’m chained to an altar

There are six women wearing habits around me

and they are cutting their own throats…

Through my revulsion

I feel some mild pleasure

then they fall upon me

soaking me in arterial blood

I thought they were dead

but then they stood

the gashes in their throats yawning

and from each gaping tear comes a penis

followed by many tongues

I entered their world not to worship

but to feel pleasure through the darkness of revulsion

and as I lay down to masturbate

among the gore of many animals

I realize I am a woman

but when I entered their world

I WAS A MAN!