Stallkicker - Oxbow

The filthy fuck secret

And the flex of again

And again and again

Screwing me pulpit-side

Regret and sin

Like gin and a chaser

Father forgive me like

You forgot me

Completely

In the smoke room

I haul bone

Against all I see

And lie lie lie

And love it

Like the boy

And the knife-haired hound

I call wolf

And he come

When he come

Like a beast

Of burden of proof

Snapping jaw and maw

Shutting in and shutting out

The truth

Father give me

Mendacity

Like chocolate

And fucking

And lying

I’m smiling

And smiling

And piling on to

The first thing smoking

I’m riding sorry

All the way back

Into again

Shouting

Choking