Leaving - Phone Calls from Home

I used to wake up thinking

This girl is all I got

But lately I’ve been ok Without her on my heart

If love is just reaction

To what once was a single spark

Then maybe my regrets water down affection

And now I’m drowning in the dark

What if I was leaving?

And never back again

If I said I was leaving?

Would you believe me then?

I know this may sound selfish

And dear how I know it so If you could only take me back to last winter

Two lovers in the snow

I’m tossing and turning

This match has been burning

And now it’s at it’s end

I’m tired of fighting

There’s no use in lighting

A match that can’t burn again

I used to wake up thinking

This girl is all I got

But lately I’ve been thinking

I’m leaving her for good

What if I was leaving?

And I never came back in the end

If I said I was leaving

Would you believe me then?