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Questioning myself

While I’m running in circles searching

For something else

Pale and sleepless self

Broken and restless from

What I’ve become

I’m not dead just yet

Waiting, waiting for some clarity

Lost inside another fantasy

I’ve been searching for something that doesn’t exist

Waiting, waiting for some clarity

Calm down, breathe out

Maybe I’m scared or maybe I’m just unprepared

Am I worthless, pointless

Or am I pathetic

Lost but I can’t get it

I’m not dead just yet

Waiting, waiting for some clarity

Lost inside another fantasy

I’ve been searching for something that doesn’t exist

Waiting, waiting for some clarity

And I swear

If the moment ever comes I won’t be there

I won’t be there

So I’ll stop waiting, waiting for some clarity

Lost inside another fantasy

I know you won’t show

I’ve been expecting too much of not enough

The world won’t stop for me to make a mark

Well I can’t (Well I can’t)

Bite my tongue (Bite my tongue)

I’ve been avoiding sleep

So I’ll be self deceived

Waiting, waiting for some clarity

Waiting, waiting for some clarity

Lost inside another fantasy

I’ve been searching for something that doesn’t exist

Waiting, waiting for some clarity

And I swear

If the moment ever comes I won’t be there

I won’t be there

So I’ll stop waiting, waiting for some clarity

Lost inside another fantasy