39 Years - Praying Mantis

I see my double shadow as I walk into the dark

The fear that life will haunt me I hold this branded mark

I pray that life will be

Not like a hidden gallery

Where all the eyes they want to stare

I’m released but still I’m there

Caught in between the thunder running into the rain

Still I’m lost without reason starting life over again

I was a million miles from heaven but I feel much closer now

Was I sacrificial but now I take my bow

I pray that life will be

Not like a hidden gallery

Where all the eyes they want to stare

I’m released but still I’m there

Caught in between the thunder running into the rain

Still I’m lost without reason starting life over again

I just wanna let go

I just wanna be free

The smoke that fills my blood now

See what the fire has burnt away

A shell of my existence are the bones of yesterday

I can never let go this raging anger in me

I just wanna let go

I just wanna be free

Caught in between the thunder running into the rain

Still I’m lost without reason starting life over again

I just wanna let go, I don’t wanna be—

Caught in between the thunder, running into the rain

I just wanna let go, I just wanna be free