Obituary's Son - Prison

Obituary’s son

Will anyone miss me when I’m gone?

Will anyone mourn Obituary’s son?

I’m in a glass house with no stones to throw

So I use my fists (so I use my fists)

Even blood itself has a home

So I kiss my wrists

You wouldn’t believe me if I told you what I’ve seen

No amount of water can wash these blood-soaked hands clean

(Oh!)

Sometimes I want to

(Sometimes I want to)

Sometimes I want to

(Sometimes I want to)

Sometimes…

I want to rid the earth of any semblance of me

Sometimes I want to

(Sometimes I want to)

Sometimes I want to

(Sometimes I want to)

Sometimes I want to disappear silently

I want to disappear

Let me disappear, let me disappear

I want to disappear

Let me disappear, let me disappear

I want to disappear

Let me disappear, let me disappear

I want to disappear

Let me disappear, let me disappear

Well, it hurts to laugh, and it hurts to cry

And it hurts to look another man in the eyes

And it hurts to live, oh God, but it hurts even worse to die

Sometimes I can’t believe I’m still alive

Will anyone miss me?

Will anyone mourn?

Will anyone miss me when I’m gone?

(I won’t be)

Another suicide, another life undone

(Obituary's son)

But I turn away the loaded gun

Another dance with death, another battle won

(Obituary's son)

But I’m still alive, so take your hands off me

But I’m still alive and kicking, so take your hands off me

So take your hands off me

I’m so glad you’re home

Please, talk to me

Talk to us

Are you… okay?

Can you talk?

Will you talk?

(I don’t want to talk right now)

I understand that

You can’t shut me out that way

You have to talk about it

You don’t have to (No, I don’t want to talk about it) lock me out

Not right now you don’t, I get that

But in order to have to talk about it

With me, or your friends, or Dad

What can I do?

(You don’t want to talk to me about it, I don’t want to hear about it)

Look, you can’t just uninvolve yourself that way

(Well he can’t scare us to death in the middle of the night when you guys go

pick him up

We thought you were dead)

That’s.

that’s not what I wanted to get across right now

He’s alive

I want you to know that I’m here

(I know that you’re here)

I’ve always been there

(No only thing he does is work and you’re here every single day and he still

goes off and)

Okay, are you serious?

(Yes, I’m serious! You need to learn how to grow up and be a man!)

Okay

(You know, we help him out- we do everything for him but some of it- he — you

know, maybe this is a way to)

Stop

(We can start giving back)

Just stop

(You know, you guys contribute)

No, it’s not

(No)

You can’t

(I am not gonna have this conversation with you guys)

(Figure it out)

Okay, listen to me

You… you mean the world to me

I want you to feel that way about yourself

I love you

Dad, Mom, too

You just can’t talk about this

You can’t get that close to his emotions

(He has no idea how to do that)

I know, but I want to

I want you to know that I love you

And Dad loves you

Do you know that?

Do you know

(Yeah)

Without you, I can’t

I don’t wanna

I love you

(I love you too)