Lonely - Problematic

Know I’m young and I am gifted

I have always been persistent

Not the type to fit in crowds

I might just come across as timid

Think you coming close to me?

I guess you better check the distance

My thoughts spiral in rotation as I lay down hieroglyphics

You can judge but you ain’t lived it

Only God can be my witness

I got people that depend on me don’t like it do not listen

I’m recording and absorbing every moment like my last

Funny how the tables turn? Its like time is shifting fast

I got problems I can’t solve em

Feel the pressure rising quickly

Whats a king without a queen?

If there’s no-one there to check me

Ive been working endlessly I don’t know how to take a break

I may never love again I keep dwelling on mistakes (Ooh)

Not the type to socialize I feel like that the blame is always on me

My bi-polar my anxiety depression it has got me going crazy

You tryna do me wrong or go behind my back, please don’t come the fuck around me

I know what it takes on the road to greatness, it’s forever gon' be lonely

I get caught up in my business

Then forget what truly matters

Past will haunt me people taunt me

Everyday a constant battle

See my content staying evergreen

That means that I stay relevant

I’m not your average rapper

You and me there’s no comparison

My career be taking flight I’m Nobel such a humble guy

You say you want the fame but you don’t ever make a sacrifice

Party every weekend tell me really watchu celebrating?

You ain’t making moves plus you living up in mommas basement

Sorry I got sidetracked

I just had a flashback

My thought bout to blow

Like I was dropping bombs in bagdad

There’s so many habits I can’t break

I need to relax

Eye up on the prize

Just know I’m coming for that gold plaque

Not the type to socialize I feel like that the blame is always on me

My bi-polar my anxiety depression it has got me going crazy

You tryna do me wrong or go behind my back, please don’t come the fuck around me

I know what it takes on the road to greatness, it’s forever gon' be lonely

You wanna talk about fame

Envy

Figured out I had a lot fake

Friends

Enemies I never try to make many

Y’all want every minute that I cant spend

Ain’t about you when I don’t hit you right back

Mah fucker I’m busy

Walk in my shoes

Go get a career

Make moves

And right about then you’ll get me

I don’t act fake I don’t need lies

Straight to yo face what It be like

But you get up on the phone

All personal

Takin' all terse

Man Something don’t seem right

And I’m way too damaged

To handle yo passive aggressive

All about me life

Drama got you parked at a green light

Mah fucker wanna argue and be right

Well I gotta cut every tie whitchu

Way too busy to babysit

I ain’t gone in a minute I’m talkin' right now

I gotta life and a son

I gotta provide and be positive

That’s a note for your drama that you could write down

Like

Either get a life

Get right

Or give up and just lie down

Don’t lie down

Up until then I don’t wanna hear a word about me and my shit

Homie I’m out

Not the type to socialize I feel like that the blame is always on me

My bi-polar my anxiety depression it has got me going crazy

You tryna do me wrong or go behind my back, please don’t come the fuck around me

I know what it takes on the road to greatness, it’s forever gon' be lonely