Therapy - Problematic

I’m calling out for help no one ever answers

In a dark room no match for the candle

Depression is a curse search above for an angel

To save me from this mess lately I’ve been unstable

Economy is trashed our priorities fucked

People act like your friend til you’re broke with no luck

Expenses too high we complain and we fuss

Filled with bitches and snitches only few you can trust

Imagine if the whole world believed in Obama

If Pac never died If there wasn’t no drama

If cops non existent would you bomb like Osama

Rapper’s claim they too ill well I guess I’m Ebola

Cop another beat let the headphones click

My mind drifts off on a one way strip

I’m a man on a mission Apollo shit

But I’m hallow inside like a tin man bitch

I studied every aspect remained devoted

Through long cold nights when it seemed so hopeless

Know I doubted myself thought I was atrocious

Send a toast to the old me I found my motive

This my leap year no more baby steps

Got so much to prove but so little time left

Watch em about to hate me like abusive sex

But I’ve been an activist Malcom X

Plenty fish in the sea until you hit the mainstream

Shining on the road to success with my high beams

Anybody ain’t helping me conquer my dream

Fuck em disappear like Houdini on a crime spree

God damn politicians everywhere I go

Lots of snakes in the grass I’ll behead you weary foe

A poetic state of mind Edgar Allen Poe

Infiltrating every line greedy with the flow

I have come too far I can’t go back now

Everyday can be a struggle when the demons come around

Turn my headphones up then I write about my life

Not a worry not a care everything is feeling fine

Cuz… Music is my therapy, my therapy

They love you then they hate you see

What to believe?

Music is my therapy, my therapy

They love you then they hate you see

What to believe?

I’m going through changes evolved to a man

Made a name for myself plus I’m gaining true fans

Did it all on my own cause they told me I can’t

Make a living off this rap game I’m here to break ends

I’m loving the rush it feels so damn amazing

Came a long way from the basement blazing

Wasting so much time finding life frustrating

They’ll strip you of your money once it’s gone left vacant

Gossip stuck around be the talk of the town

Breaking rules with the homies til the sirens start to sound

Unlawful at will simply couldn’t be found

Wrong people bad choices had me standing out of bounds

From the strength of my mother I proceeded on through

With this dream I believed what the fuck I had to do

Get rid of all the bullshit expose em the truth

Only spit what is real straight fire in the booth

Gained respect, paid my debt, success is on my mind

Nothing ever comes easy put my blood in every line

Even if it does kill you make you stronger over time

I’m a soldier about to battle standing on the front line

If you ain’t about your business don’t step to me

I don’t ask for no favours in a whole other league

Been a struggle everyday yet still manage to peak

In my chamber like a senate my limit is out of reach

You don’t get what you wish for you get what you work for

Never satisfied always hungry gotta eat more

Slaving for a dollar keep on looking for an open door

Piss poor grades back when I was a sophomore

Despite of your opinion gonna show my state of mind

Make a point like a free throw I’m Kobe in his prime

Liquor all up in my system finna take a shot tonight

To the fact that I’m alive steadily I’m on the rise

I have come too far I can’t go back now

Everyday can be a struggle when the demons come around

Turn my headphones up then I write about my life

Not a worry not a care everything is feeling fine

Cuz… Music is my therapy, my therapy

They love you then they hate you see

What to believe?

Music is my therapy, my therapy

They love you then they hate you see

What to believe?