Only - Ra

I watch the bugs crawling across my skin

Now that you are gone, I can let things crumble

And though it seems that this was meant to be It’s so hard to see and all I do is stumble

The candles burn but it’s still too dark

I have given up so it’s not worth trying

I’ll face the truth when I think I can

Try to understand what I love denying

I’m only

Falling through the cracks

I’m only

Losing my will to live

I’m only

Broken and beaten down

I’m only… I’m only

I’ve got to go this place is poison now

Now that you are gone and your ghost ignores me I beg and plead with eternity

But this fantasy I see abhors me The visions come during day or night

Angels, devils pray on my weak condition

And out of reach there’s a tiny light

That could set things right if I could change position

I’m only

Falling through the cracks

I’m only

Losing my will to live

I’m only

Broken and beaten down

I’m only… I’m only

If only the sun could spare me this pain

I would open up the doors and let him in And look into his eyes

Just burn away your lies

Take you from my heart and from my soul

I’m only

Falling through the cracks

I’m only

Losing my will to live

I’m only

Broken and beaten down

I’m only… I’m only