Resting - Rah-C

I was waking up from dreams that went and messed my day up

And I was envious of those who act like life’s a lay up

Got so sick of my reflection, threw away my mirror

'Cause I don’t know if I can spend my life in here or

Should I take a long vacation like my momma told me to?

Do I lose a couple faces when I’m troubled over who?

Gonna listen to my issues while this liquor I consume

Is bringing memories of everything I thought I loved and knew

Like a Friday night of drinking, acting shallow

Long before my former self was more informed

But sought the wealth without a battle

Now my shadow dead and hang from the gallows

Pray if I had those days again, I would take my friends and say «Follow the arrows

To their happiness,» but I can’t hit rewind

Feel like jumping out this plane

Although I’m scared

I swear I’ll make it to the ground

Need to let the air refill my lungs

And learn that sometimes

You gotta let go

From what, I don’t know

I gotta let go

From what, I don’t know

Wide awake at a time when I should be resting

According to what is normal, I never will learn my lesson

There’s portals I used to seek that would help me with retrospection

The more that I dove in deep only furthered my disconnection

With the world, my lip is curled, my fist is cocked

The glass is shattered, bruised and battered, split the lock

My thoughts are scattered out of the box for all to see

It’s often me who falters he who fears will surely fail

Speak mature in truth and lift the veil

I know I’ll prevail, that ship setting sail

Bring me to edge, falling off the ledge

Feel like jumping out this plane

Although I’m scared

I swear I’ll make it to the ground

Need to let the air refill my lungs

And learn that sometimes

You gotta let go

From what, I don’t know

I gotta let go

From what, I don’t know