Reflection -

Forgotten promise

Nothing left inside of me

A thunder forming

Raging oh so silently

Under your shadow

Lost I couldn’t bear to see

And now I know you’ll always be the worst of me

Steady adrenaline trickling down

Enveloping every element then filling the sound

With the bellowing dissonance of a million pounds

Buckling under the pressure to the weight of the ground

Now it’s on, put it down, breaking part of this plight

With the madness of this matter taking over my life

All the pain staking mistakes and finical strife

Compiled inside of this violent divide of mine

And i’m so far gone, evil eyes’ll swell

Neither dead nor alive, man I can’t even tell

Look in the mirror and shudder just at seeing myself

Searching for the exit sign to quick escape this hell

As it swells, growing darker and larger than life

Taking over every corner, disbarring the light

A shadow black where your reflection used to be

Now It’s all I see when I look into your eyes

And I

Forgotten promise

Nothing left inside of me

A thunder forming

Raging oh so silently

Under your shadow

Lost I couldn’t bear to see

And now I know you’ll always be the worst of me

Please, try to believe, to see what it feels

When nothing feels like it’s real nor whatever it seems

Trying to summon up the courage to just get up and leave

But the air’s just getting heavier and harder to breath

In this nightmare dream, laying flat on my chest

A state of static panic, always feeling manic depressed

Erratic and frantic, feeding off the venom and stress

I be emphatic ‘bout it but nobody’s giving a shit

So I guess it’s, back to the abyss, and amidst in its grips

Feeling like there’s nothing left that could save me from this

Jitter as I shiver trying to make some sense of this mess

Out of breath, feeling lost, hopeless and remiss

As it swells, growing darker and larger than life

Leaving me so cold, hollow, and broken inside

An empty shell where my reflection used to lie

Now there’s nothing at all when I look into my eyes

And I

Forgotten promise

Nothing left inside of me

A thunder forming

Raging oh so silently

Under your shadow

Lost I couldn’t bear to see

And now I know you’ll always be the worst of me