Shelter - Sainthood Reps

If I knew this would be my last day alive

I’d spend it panicking, knowing I wouldn’t survive

I wish I knew how everybody slept and

I wish I could figure out every secret you kept

(It's worth more than my life)

Where would I go?

What would I do?

I have no clue

I’m just alone with no one to talk to

(It's worth more than my life but I am worthless)

Waste away

Drink down the rain

Come back like a paper airplane

Thrown in a hurricane

I’ve heard enough about how I’m eventually gonna die

It’s about time I heard about how I’m still alive

I’m sick of thinking about my last breath

Or how love is just what happens before death

Scary, how I learn about myself

Just by watching someone else

In Barrow, you were a light on the coldest night

You were the summer they all begged for

Frozen in February snow