Asphyxia -

My mind’s a well

My body’s an empty vessel

My heart’s been splitting at the seams

I watched mountains collapse around me

A silent fall but the whispers are resounding

The stone’s now crumbled at my feet

Where is home?

What is faith?

Why do I refuse to stay

Where I once held close?

Moving landscapes

But nothing’s changed

Why do I feel so alone?

I awake from cold sweat dreams

Where you come back

And I won’t be here

I’ll die on an empty highway

Hands open

Still running

Nowhere further

Than where I started from

Still nowhere near the end

Is there even really an end?

I heard your voice

In a dream

For the first time in months

The first time I realized

You’re gone

I found your phone

In the den

Same place it’s always been

Haven’t had the courage to turn it on

Sometimes I still call your name

Everything seems so estranged

So far away

I love you and I’m sorry I couldn’t save you