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Off and on I feel like it’s all gone

Off and on I feel like it’s all gone

I want to scream but I’m underwater

It’s harder, the farther you get

The more pressure that hits

I’ll take my time but sometimes wander

To the darkness I encounter

I gotta keep my composure

Or maybe I’m just hell bent

On everything that’s past tense

And everything that’s pretend

Off and on I feel like it’s all gone

I don’t want to remember

Pour it down my liver

And off and on I sleep through my alarm

Cause my thoughts are like fire

Wake up I’m still tired

(Still tired)

I’ll keep hanging on to memories

That’s not letting me get healthy

Like when we were making nothing

Or breaking down across the country

I’ve gotta stay underneath these thin grey sheets

Because sometimes possibilities get the best of me

Or maybe I’m just hell bent

On everything that’s past tense

And everything that’s pretend

Off and on I feel like it’s all gone

I don’t want to remember

Pour it down my liver

And off and on I sleep through my alarm

Cause my thoughts are like fire

Wake up I’m still tired

I’ll write these words down in the dirt

So if I drown they’ll still be heard

I’ll write these words down in the dirt

So if I drown they’ll still be heard

I’ll write these words down in the dirt

So if I drown they’ll still be heard

Small breaths in and out

Does that even count?

I’ll write these words down in the dirt

So if I drown they’ll still be heard

Small breaths in and out

Does that even count?

Off and on I feel like it’s all gone

I don’t want to remember

Pour it down my liver

And off and on I sleep through my alarm

Cause my thoughts are like fire

Wake up I’m still tired

Off and on I see new colors drawn

Filling in shades of hope

There’s still time for some new growth

And off and on I sleep through my alarm

Cause I’m too busy dreaming

I swear they have meaning