Addicted to My Pain - Seventh Day Slumber

Striking the match that burns me

Pouring more gasoline onto the flame

I’m to blame

I’m all alone and bleeding

And every self-inflicted wound’s in vain

Am I addicted to my pain?

And I can’t look without You here

Will You wash away all my fear?

Addicted to my pain

'Cause I can’t see and I can’t feel

God, I’m praying none of this is real

Addicted to my pain

I am the judge and jury

I always sentence me to be condemned

There’s no amends

I hate with no conditions

Will I ever be forgiven for my rage?

And break out of this cage

And I can’t look without You here

Will You wash away all my fear?

Addicted to my pain

'Cause I can’t see and I can’t feel

God, I’m praying none of this is real

Addicted to my pain

Take this guilt, this bitter rage

Keeping me locked in chains

Can You heal my heart?

Can You take this pain?

Will You wash away all these things?

And I can’t look without You here

Will You wash away all my fear?

Addicted to my pain

'Cause I can’t see and I can’t feel

God, I’m praying none of this is real

Addicted to my pain, my pain