Aesthetics - Shattered Skies

Such hypocrisy

Such twisted beauty

Burning desire only to judge

Fake smile of reassurance

I have never felt so alone as now

But I’m not on my own by any stretch

And so

This feeling starts to grow

I want, I hesitate

The staring, hatred tearing through the air

I feel like I can’t stay because truth it has worn out

Can’t see the light of day for all the insults and doubt

Isolated, I am warped just like wood in choking heat

Rarely changes, no matter who you meet

Sophisticated

Domesticated

Generalise, something of a frequency

The crevasse is deeper than you’ll ever see

Time changes so many things I see

But this plague it infests perpetually

And so

Do you want to know

My flaws?

My past mistakes?

My deepest deepest insecurites?

I feel like I can’t stay because truth it has worn out

Can’t see the light of day for all the insults and doubt

Isolated, I am warped just like wood in choking heat

Rarely changes, no matter who you meet

Some things are truly beautiful to me

Aesthetics or morbid irony

And so

This feeling will not let go

Still want, still hesitating

Don’t know just what you’re creating

I’m breaking you keep taking it all

Too late now I fall into myself

I feel like I can’t stay because truth it has worn out

Can’t see the light of day for all the insults and doubt

Isolated, I am warped just like wood in choking heat

Rarely changes, no matter who you meet