'98 Freestyle - Silas

This shit got me thinkin' bout a different time, yo

Back when I had to really let these rhymes go

Do the people really love me are they minds blown?

Am I on that caliber to make it or no?

I been feelin' different, yes, you know I’m boutta shine

Yeah, I’m Buddy Buddy, yeah, you know the place and time

I’ma do this for my focus when I spit a rhyme

I’ma do this for my moms when I spit a rhyme

She was out there in the whip just bumpin' Nasty Nas

Sayin' «Buddy, yeah, you freestyle that shit all the time»

Had a cup a tea some poetry gon' make it right

Me and Dad been fightin' lately but what’s on my mind

I’ma rap about this shit 'cause it just ease my mind

And I’ma rap about this shit, it make me feel alive

Tell the truth, you know the realest really on the rise

I’on give a fuck, you know I’m 'bout to make it mines

Baby girl, you know I’m stayin' wide awake

Take it back to when we roll up everyday

Lately it been on my mind, I got to say

Ay, ay, yeah, ay

Baby girl, you know I’m stayin' wide awake

Take it back to when we roll up everyday

Lately it been on my mind, I got to say

Ay, ay, ay, ay

I remember being young, thinkin' that I knew it all

Now I’m 21 baby and I’m livin' with the flaws

As a young man, no they never understand

Got into this music for my heart, I hope you understand

My outlet to tell all you motherfuckin' doubters

That Anthony is something coming up, we came from nothing

I ain’t fronting, I’m a damn king, go and check the last name

Motherfucker know the dealy, spark a filly, popping wheelies

Never intervene, take 'em back to serving fiends

Wonder why life is mean, but you living though

Gotta be on point, they used to say I’d be a criminal

Now the only time they talk about it through subliminals

This my life story, never rapping about the fiction

Coming where we from I’m blessed to never see addiction

I’m just tryna grow up and so what

They only care about you if you 'bout to go and blow up and you know

Baby girl, you know I’m stayin' wide awake

Take it back to when we roll up everyday

Lately it been on my mind, I got to say

Ay, ay, yeah, ay

Baby girl, you know I’m stayin' wide awake

Take it back to when we roll up everyday

Lately it been on my mind, I got to say

Ay, ay, ay, ay