Do It All the Time - Sive

I’m scared to be honest

Because I don’t know what you’ll say

I don’t know what I think you’ll think

But I’ll make something up anyway

I’m scared to be weak

And just the other day I read a pamphlet

About mental health but I thought it was meant for someone else

I went to a physiotherapist and I marked my pain as a five

I don’t know why I lied, it was probably more like a nine

I do it all the time, do it all the time

I don’t know why, I do it all the time

I do it all the time, do it all the time

I don’t know why, I don’t know why

I do it all the time

I do it all the time

I do it all the time

There’s a pattern, it’s a on a page

I don’t know where it starts and ends

It’s a complex work of art that bends and twists

It’s a tightrope but it will not let me fall

I open my guts up and my bare my nerves up so you can see which way the impulse

arrives

I went to the doctor, she asked me how I felt

I said «I'm fine, how do you do?»

I didn’t know why

I lied but I went home feeling confused

I do it all the time, do it all the time

I don’t know why, I do it all the time

I do it all the time, do it all the time

I don’t know why, I don’t know why

Do I see a way to change the world?

Most days I just want to be an ordinary girl

With the wind in my hair, rain in my tears

Green in my eyes, burns in my ears

I didn’t mean to lie

But I do it all the time, do it all the time

I don’t know why, I do it all the time

I do it all the time, do it all the time

I don’t know why, I don’t know why

I do it all the time