Alive in a Sea of Dying Flowers - Soijl

Woman of your dreams, I am

Comfort and relief — that is I

Through disease and times of woe

I will complete you with joy and happiness

There’s only love in me

My mind is that of calm yet I grow weary

My heart is total love yet I am harm

But that was then, now this is a later hour

I claimed I’d be there when we’re growing older

'Twas only my heart that’s growing colder

I left you adrift in a sea of dying flowers

Alive in a sea of flowers dying

You chose to believe in my words

I only promised «in health»

«Sickness», I only took for so long

Now I leave for better or for worse

I have seen greener grass

Call me what you want — a succubus

temptress or harlequin, I don’t care

I’ve left a mark that wont go away soon

My lies are truth to me

Our love was that of lies and you never knew

Until I felt that I must leave with no return

This is the now, I know my «love» has been forgotten

Time hibernated and froze the coldest of all hearts

Adoration games, I play them and tear apart

Passion to cancer, my reverence so rotten

But no, there is only silence in the end

My time is nothing but a fading memory