Social Butterfly - Sometimes Never

I’ve worn the mask

Done what they asked

For how much longer will this empty feeling last

So many eyes

That peer inside

But can they see the insecurities I hide

I justify

Live in the lie

and tell myself that everything will be alright

I’ve tried

But I lied to myself

I will never be the social butterfly

I cannot act the part, bad start, I have to stop pretending

I will not be the one that everyone is venerating

I tried to fly, I’ve tried to strut, I’ve tried to be fit the role but

I’ll never be the butterfly, because I haven’t got wings