Never -

In my room

In the lamp light

In the shades of violence

Or ecstacy

How could I know?

How could I not know…

The way that you felt

Or the way it could be

.I'm still screaming but nobody hears me

.turn up the volume till it drowns out my brain

.the winds are searing my head is clearing

.and I will never feel the same again

Are you still out there

Exactly the same

As you were with me

As we never could be again

Sometimes it was good

So very worthwhile

Your precious smile

That said believe

I would stare at the floor

You’d say to my face

All that was love

Hate has now replaced

I couldn’t think

Now that I know what this was leading to

Of all the things that broke or left me

I cannot replace you