Waste Away - Speaking With Ghosts

I’m always running away

What can I do to make it distant memory?

You hate me

And that’s okay

Strike the match and watch it all burn up

Like a rat in a cage, I only waste away

Separate from myself

I’m suffocating within

Underneath my skin, I’m feelin' hell again

Always buried in the things that I regret

Underneath my skin, I’m diggin' deep

Just to feel hollow in the end

I was born for suffering

So, let me dwell on the past again

And erase that part of me

I keep thinkin' the worst is in store for me

It’ll rip me apart

Then put me back together to re-live again

I’ll show you

What it takes

Show endurance

As time passes, existence is pain

Like a rat In a cage, I only waste away

Separate from myself

I’m suffocating within

But I’m so

Underneath my skin, I’m feelin' hell again

Always buried in the things that I regret

Underneath my skin, I’m diggin' deep

Just to feel hollow in the end

And be alone again

I always seem to fade away on repeat

Until I disappear

(Until I disappear)

It’s time to make a difference

Time to talk about my deeds

I used to dream about the endings

That I know will never be

I found my peace knowing I’m not okay

Dark clouds reign over me

Let the suffering remain

Getting

Underneath my skin, I’m feelin' hell again

Always buried in the things that I regret

Underneath my skin, I’m diggin' deep

Just to feel hollow in the end

I was born for suffering