Words That Rhyme With Different, Etc. - sports.

This dimly lit confinement that I call my own apartment

Has set me in a web of self pity and decay

I seem to find myself just lying awake in bed

Until 2 PM on Saturdays just wasting myself away

I’ll never leave

Tell me that I’m different

I know it doesn’t make a difference that my differences differ

It’s all the same anyways

'Cause I try (yeah I try)

And I’ll try (yeah sure, «try»)

But in the end I’m still alone and just totally lame

(At least I tell myself that anyways)

I’m hard on myself and I can’t seem to stray

From the idea that I’m worthless and have nothing else to give

I haven’t slept a wink in what feels like days

But I know I’ve only been awake since noon today

And it’s 4 PM

«God damn it…»

Tell me that I’m different

I know it doesn’t make a difference that my differences differ

It’s all the same anyways

'Cause I try (yeah I try)

And I’ll try (yeah sure, «try»)

But in the end I’m still alone and just totally lame

Since you left;

I haven’t felt the same

The reason why I live 3000 miles away

It’s just hard

To sit around all day

And not be reminded of all the things you’d say

To make me laugh

To make my fears go away

A condition that’s position eats away at me everyday

I just wish there could be another way for you to come back home

Back to me

Back to the old days

Since you left;

I haven’t felt the same

The reason why I live 3000 miles away

It’s just so hard

To sit around all day

And not be reminded of all the things you’d say

To make me laugh

To make my fears go away

A condition that’s position eats away at me everyday

I just wish there could be another way for you to come back home

Back to me

Back to the old times!

These days that I just lay awake

Have taught me what you really mean

I should be more independent

But I find it hard to determine if it’s even worth living my own days!