Leave Me Alone - Stepson, Caitlin Henry

I look into your eyes

And I can tell

What you are thinking

Everything that you want to say

The sadness is beckoning

And I’m beginning to think

That maybe I want you to know

I want to let you in

But then again

What would you think of me?

Pathetic, sorry excuse

Absolutely worthless

Good for nothing

Overweight

I’m completely lost

I don’t want to be found

And I know that you know

That I want you to, leave me alone

I pushed you away

I wanted you to stay

I wanted you to stay

If only you could see me

The way I see myself

Disgusting, fat and ugly

I wish I was someone else

I understand you hate me

And you hate what I’ve become

I’m fine, I’m just not happy

I think I’ve had enough

And I know that you know that

I want you to be

Happy, full of life

Without the sad, burden of me

I need you to go

And leave me alone

Maybe I want you to know

I want to let you in

But then again

What would you think of me?

Pathetic, sorry excuse

Absolutely worthless

Good for nothing

Overweight

I’m completely lost

I don’t want to be found

And I know that you know

That I want you to, leave me alone

I pushed you away

I wanted you to stay

I wanted you to stay