Cursed - Stormin

I’m sorry if I smiled at you

I’m sorry if I smiled at you

I’m sorry I can’t get my feelings out

I’m sorry I can’t just sit down and talk

But if you lived the life I live, and walked the road I walk

You’d be exactly the same, yo, look

(Westy on productions)

This is real life, it ain’t no banter

Christmas time, no, we never saw Santa

Mum weren’t rich, so we couldn’t get a hamper

It was all Asda nappies, no Pampers

Recently, I had a scare by cancer

Feels like the world’s tryna hold me ransom

Lupus stopping me from being handsome

My hair is my strength like my name is Samson

I’m gonna keep going and show I’m the champion

Used to hide my face away like the phantom

Now I wanna see money like Mr Branson

I wanna put my wife and my kids in a mansion

Don’t wanna ride time like Buju Banton

Or have my friends saying «can't believe man’s gone»

On my own two feet’s what I stand on

Till the day that I’m gone, I’m gonna stand strong

(Cursed)

No matter what you say, I will always feel (cursed)

Every time I look into the mirror, I feel (cursed)

No matter what they say to me, I will feel (cursed)

Got me singing like (ooh)

I’ve got a point to prove, you can’t stop me

I’ve gotta leave a legacy and do it properly

When I was young, I was shook with knock-knee

Never been signed so no label could drop me

A couple of man in the ends did hot me

Put me off-track for a while, flopped me

Never forget the beef I had near Brockley

Man tried draw for the leng and pop me

So I show respect for my dons, they got me

Going on reckless?

These days, that’s not me

When I was young, it was hard, never got P

That’s why I stay strong and never drop fee

Doing shows from Barça to Swansea

Me and my crew are tight like a onesie

Never used to be smart with money, I was clumsy

Now I make Ps for my wife, my kids and my mumzy

(Cursed)

No matter what you say, I will always feel (cursed)

Every time I look into the mirror, I feel (cursed)

No matter what they say to me, I will feel (cursed)

Got me singing like (ooh)

Kim was good to me when I was young

That was my don Joey and Patsy’s mum

She gave me somewhere to stay when I was on the run

I couldn’t stay with my family or even my mum

It was a hard life, I was in the slums

I was around ganja, knife, coke, and guns

I was only fifteen, feeling like a big man

Rolling with Jamie and David

Out on the streets, feeling like I’m He-Man

Stratford had man shook when they seen man

I was locked for a bit but they had to free man

Shawshank Redemption like Morgan Freeman

Sixteen before I met my brother

Before that, I knew Anthony and Stephen

That’s my family, for my life

And there’s no way I can ever leave them

(Cursed)

No matter what you say, I will always feel (cursed)

Every time I look into the mirror, I feel (cursed)

No matter what they say to me, I will feel (cursed)

Got me singing like (ooh)