S.E.D. - Suicidal Tendencies

My house was kinda lonely

On the cutting of the emerging soil

Crazy hits, shot bitch

Hypnotised by violent fish

Feels like rats chewing under my skin (my skin yeah)

Emotions terrorize growth within

Systematic Emotional Destruction (dysfunction)

DFDS inside

It’s almost like you have got nothing (nothing, got nothing)

The pressure on my chest, my tongue, makes me want to breathe

I can’t breathe

While the empowered neighbor’s putting pressure on me

Fuck me

Feels like rats chewing under my skin (rats under my skin)

Emotions terrorize growth within

Systematic Emotional Destruction (dysfunction)

Yeah to envision my self-hatred, right now

It’s a working bombshell (hate, hate, hate myself)

No purpose, no day, no hump, no great protection

(no hope, no nothing)

Like predicted, my soul nicely mangled in suspension

(dig, dig out of suspension)

After standing, naked and alone

I’m made to wonder just for how many other

Sins must I atone?

And as my mind’s a fog and my shredded light is gone

I’m cursed with the knowledge that whatever good deeds

I do is never enough

And as you’ve said, it seems like things lead to multi

Multi years more

I think I won’t quite receive the support I’m looking for

But I’m way too proud to have this taint me as damaged goods

As I’m quick to dare some post redemption and miracles

Sometimes meek and timid cast myself to possibly be

Another mercy, talk of mercy

It’s a passing prize, I needed, you can’t even care less

Everytime I tried to slay, demons were deep, deep

Deep within

You’ve been caught by the spirit

To better prevent the course of sin

You better have it in your conscience just as father, mother, mother

A simple deed for you, it’s all I want to talk to now

No you, can’t take me

No you, won’t save me

No you, can’t save me

Just change your state of mind

Systematic Emotional Destruction

Feels like rats chewing under my skin (my skin yeah)

Emotions terrorize growth within

Systematic Emotional Distruction

Systematic Emotional Distruction