The Saddest Sound Was You - System Syn

Another phone call

Another life lost to the monster I’ve become

I try to break apart from myself

I try to believe there is a better part of me

The half that used to do these things

Tries so desperately to die

I want to let it die

Will you let it die

And pretend that I have changed

Another phone call

Another chance to prove I’ll never kill again

This has to be worth something

Can’t a man like me hope to find redemption in the end

I walk on water

Always staring at the holes nailed through my feet

I know I’m sinking

I always knew these wounds would be my ending

Another phone call

Another chance to prove I’ll never kill again

This has to be worth something

Can’t a man like me hope to find redemption in the end

I don’t have any strange delusions

I won’t receive what I deserve

I know the past is close behind me

But please believe me that I tried

Another phone call

One more reminder of the things I can’t escape

I thought this would be a chance to prove, that I could just kill half of me

Please believe me that I tried

I want to let it die

Please believe me that I tried

Will you let it die

Please believe me that I tried

I want to let it die

Please believe me that I tried

And pretend that I have changed

Another phone call

Another chance to prove I’ll never kill again

This has to be worth something

Can’t a man like me hope to find redemption in the end (x2)