Love Suicidal - The Gamits

You are just another girl and so am I

How we love each other is by our design

They may never ever understand

We may never ever understand

I cannot deny myself forevermore

And I won’t apologize for being born

We have only one life to give love

I could die without a chance to love

I have to tell you my heart

I wrote it all down in my journal and left it open

For you to find on my desk

Right next to the photo of us hand in hand after church

Don’t you know this world is such a lonely place

So devoid of love that god could not replace

It is all just made up in their minds

And their love is no more real than mine

When you read on you will find

The last words that I’ll ever write are meant only for you

I saved up all of my meds

Enough so I won’t fail again

I’m not scared anymore

I have nowhere left to turn

My god and my church have both failed me like they failed before

I knelt down beside my bed

And prayed that this torture would end

I’m not scared anymore