Even If - The Honorary Title

Yesterday’s dinner’s haunting me today

Blades in my stomach spinning

I awake with a fear of

Hiding by the stress of your love

I won’t return your calls until he lets out

Oh, just one more season, you will be good

Tonight, oh, don’t even, don’t even try

'Cause when I’m concentrating on making statements

I will fool you into thinking we’re fine

Yeah, fool you, fool you, fool you into thinking we’re fine

Until you start to feel something outside

Yeah, well you alone can visualize

Not worth the misery, a sordid history

Years of revelry, we converse endlessly

Those powdered lips that say you cry

You start to feel something outside

Tonight, oh, don’t even, don’t even try

It’s the that was mistaken

For an earnest heartfelt evening

From holding this hallucination

Couldn’t help but notice your eyes are losing focus

Such magnetism, now you’re opposed

But if you’re not begging for it then it’s not yours

Once dependent, now no signs of withdrawal

Not worth the misery, a sordid history

Years of revelry, we converse endlessly

Those powdered lips that say you cry

Well, you start to feel something outside

Tonight, oh, don’t even, don’t even, don’t

Please talk softly now, no need to scream

The raise in decibels seems obscene

Please talk softly now, no need to scream

The raise in decibels seems obscene

Tonight, well tonight, you’ve sold everything

You’ve been told, I apologize