Big Sleep - The Icarus Line

Exploding like a laughing child

Situations reaching out too far

Gonna make good on all my bets

Have to do what hasn’t killed us yet

Stomach sore for attention soon

I’m alone so I search the room

Put your hand out, let’s see what you get

Zero out of every fucked up thing I’ve done

Saw no sun today but there’s still some warm in my skin

Forgot all their numbers but I wrote them down somewhere

When I get like this, lizards kiss and I don’t need anything

They say nightmares go away

While you’re awake walking around in the day

But I can’t shake these dreams

Show me life, show me something

Shaman’s curse got me breathing air again and

I’m not in this body, I’m not in this skin

Soaking up large pools of memory

I’m not in this body, I’m not in this skin

Casual landslides and secret smiles

As we’re crashing all the while

Found a new way of life and now I never have to try

No more fake goodbyes

Don’t ever kiss and lie

Closing in on perfection

Like a girl on a pole touches the tortured soul;

I try to break what’s mine, just try to waste my time

Waste my time