Purge - Trillium

I lie to myself again and take a step away

The more that I hold it in, the more the beast escapes

The fire burns the skin

But it can cauterize the sin

I’m hoping this time it will be the end

With the curtains drawn

(I hate to say it, but you know that I like it)

And the lights turned down

(Once you say it, ain’t no way to deny it)

My channel is on, but it don’t matter once the urge is gone

Been out on a binge

Now you know that I’ve got to purge

My will is now paper thin, my mind is bound to crack

Some part of me loves the spin and wants you on my back

I keep the lighting low

If I’m discreet, they’ll never know

But now and again, I move too slow

With the curtains drawn

(I hate to say it, but you know that I like it)

And the lights turned down

(Once you say it, ain’t no way to deny it)

My channel is on, but it don’t matter once the urge is gone

Been out on a binge

Now you know that I’ve got to purge

Purge me of this, please take it away

Cleanse me of this

I just need to purge all this away

With the curtains drawn

(I hate to say it, but you know that I like it)

And the lights turned down

(Once you say it, ain’t no way to deny it)

Now the urge is gone, can’t deny it

And I know it’s wrong

But I like it