rue - Xona, Ankh

More than I can take, this shit has been killing me inside

Nothing in my way, I make it sure I live it fine

And I don’t care if I’m out of time

No, nothing can show these signs

And I don’t need a lot of time

'Cause I rather be here for you

And I don’t think I could decide

So I drown in my own truth

And I just wanna have you by

Takes a toll on me to defy

I just don’t want to cry

Bet you wonder where I’ve lied

You can see me on the field though

They still dont know what I been through

And it sucks, yeah, I get that

And they tryna test me, bitch, I been bad

I just sit there and wait

Bitch, I’m counting the days

'Til I see your face

So fuck you

I don’t want my talk to you

I hate myself just as much as you do

I know I know what you’re tryna do

I sit inside I love the view

So fuck you

I don’t want my talk to you

I hate myself just as much as you do

I know I know what you’re tryna do

I sit inside I love the view